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Name: Victoria
Location: Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 7/26/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: licking ass residue! and miling the lambs at oregon dairy
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Member Since:
4/2/2004
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| So i have been sick since thursday night ..i feel like shit!!! it's so nice out today and i just want to get out but i can't b/c i don't feel good, and i miss my boyfriend i saw him friday night when i took him home from skating but we didn't really do anything and i also saw him saturday for like 10 min b/c he wanted something to eat before he went to work the last time i really got to spend time with him was last sunday when i went to his house and then i left and caem back like 45 minutes later b/c my mom asked him if he wanted to go to the movies with us so he said us and we turned around and picked him up before we went we (my me mom my brother beto and evan) ate dinner together my mom make one of her special mexican dishes evan loved it or so he says but i think he did ...but since i've been sick i feel different, i feel like something is going on that i don't know about or something is going to happen. last time we didn't see each other a while he was cheating on me with that crack whore i still don't understand how he could have gone that low becasue that bitch was ugly!!! but i don't think he's cheating i just tink he's lying about little things like he's done before i don't think he relizes all the stuff he has done that just keep tearing us apart and then he wonders why i get mad and we agrue, every couple has there agruments and i don't think he understands that b/c he keeps telling me the next fight we get into he's going to break up with me, i don't know what to do b/c i want to talk to him about alot of thiings that make me mad that he does or says and the lying just really gets to me and i don't like it at all but at the same time i don't want to let him go after all we've been through and i just got soo attached to him i don't want us to fall apart so i don't know what to do | | |
| i feel lonely..i know i have a boyfriend and i do love him but sometimes i feel like he's hiding stuff from me and not suprises like i mean bad stuff i have been in a sad mood all day and i don't know excatley why, i kinda feel like evan didn't get me anything, the only thing i asked for was a card with his thoughts, is that alot to ask? i went to the mall yesterday with kenndy(matt) and anna lee and we went shopping for will anna's b.f.it was fun hanging out with them...of course i spent money on myself maybe b/c i spend enough on evan but i saw steph yesterday there with her friends she looks good and real happy i miss hanging out with her!!!!but i'm gonna go and stare at my phone till evan calls...... | | |
| wow i haven't written since dec!!!! but everything is going well over hurr in Township same old same old...hanging out with my boyfriend and friends and working and on top od that school, so i'm kinda busy and i try to see my boyfriend as often as possible b/c i know he misses me alot when i'm not around. Right now i'm at anna lee's house and i haven't been here since like forever, last night we went out with mike e. and went to his frat house it was fun playing beer pong and drinking and of course anna lee got sick and mike was taking care for her so i just went down stairs and hung out with the guys and i actually know one of them his name is jason and i work with him at damon's. Evan kinda got mad at me b/c i told him this guy tried to kiss me but i pushed him off, i could tell he was mad but i don't want to hide anything from him, he used to do it to me and i got really hurt but everything is good between us now b/c we were fighting alot about dumb things but honestly it wasen't me ...well i feelt like it wasen't me b/c in my eyes i saw him changing like rob and his friends are and evan's not like that, so i would get mad at him for hanging out with them, but i got to relize that, that is his choice, i just hope he makes the right decision.i got to see him 2 times during this week which was tuesday and thursday before i went into work, he goes to mall school again and i went to go see him, i relize that i'm really in love with him when were together b/c we both make each other happy he makes me feel so different, but not different to the point where i'm not myself. but anyways i hope everyone prays for my grandfather who has prostate cancer and is like dying, i feelt so bad when i found out b/c during x-mas i had a chance to go down to Texas to go see him and i didn't and when he saw my sister he looked at her and asked where the other one was, he was talking about me and i started crying b/c he has that disease where he doesn't really remember people and he remembered me!! but i g2g i'm waiting for anna lee to get home from work, she went into work at like 5:30!!!!! that's soo fucking early but i'll try to write more often!! love you all, and to kiesten the girl from brownstown you better tell that girl that evan is mine and she better fucking stop talking shit b/c she really doesn't want to fuck with me b/c if i ran into her i'd fuck her up plus evan and i are really happy together and we both love each other!!! | | |
| wow so alot of stuff has been going on i am still dating evan even through last week i found out he cheated on me 3 times with this ugly ass bitch kim that works at hess 3 times!!!! i really don't know what he was thinkning when he did it becasue he says he loves me and i love him too that's why i'm still with him i can't let him go but i have been really stressed out i mean the guy i really loved went to go have sex with a skinnier girl then me i don't know what he saw in her becasue i could honestly say she was pretty fucked up and she was 21!!!! i mean get your fucking life straight when i'm 21 most likely i be in my 4 year of college but i'm trying to get over it but it is really hard evan and i have been going through alot but i know if we get through this we can get through anything i really love and care about him and his whole family i really like his mom and my mom really i mean really likes him but i didn't tell her what happend last friday because she wouldn't allow me to date him i really miss him and all my friends becasue i'm over here in chicago and i don't trust him at all i don't know what to do i think he did what he did becasue we don't have sex but i guess i need to give in i was just waiting for the right tim,e to do it i guess b/c i didn't want him to think i am easy b/c we've only been dating for 2 months...i've been losing alot of weight becasue of all the stress and shit that's been going on i've been trying really hard to get good grades in school which i have done b/c i have all a's and b's now i got my nose pierced about 2 weeks ago b/c my mom thought i was doing well it fits me pretty good and it's real little but i think i should be going b/c it's xmas and my mom wants me to spend time with my family well i miss all you guys and steph mackel we gotta hang out i haven't seen you in mad long!!!! call me !! i love you guys and evan if you ever read this i love to alot and i've been missing you i just hope you will never do what you did to me again b/c you really broke my heart we basically gotta start over again but i will always stay with you and be by your side unless you do this shit to me again..well merry fucking christmas everyone and happy fucking hanukkah to my jewish friends....(brittany) | | |
| hey eeerrrr 1 i am at my mom's work...HACC with my bro beto and we are waiting for my mom like we always are but i have been in a bad mood b/c my mom wouldn't let me c my lover boy evan today so i was really mad and i had to go like 10,000 places today and drive err where!!! but if your reading this evan i just want to say sry about today and that i miss you and love you alot and hopefully i'll get to c you soon!!!! | | |
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